Never Ending Cycle

It's been about a year since anyone has posted something here. It's not like anyone reads it anyways. So much has changed, and every body's changing too. Friendships are coming to ends, and new ones are beginning. New experiences have emerged, and a whole bunch of responsibility is being thrown at us. Growing up sucks. I wish I could go back to sophomore year, but then I wouldn't have experienced the journey to becoming an adult. For some reason I already feel like an adult. Teaching my own class at the age of 16, with judgemental parents who just love to linger. Having the responsibility to teach someone how to do a new skill well is a pain in the ass. Having to perform at a high school stadium with half of the school, staff, and parents there sucks too. It's enough pressure twirling fire as it is, I have to worry about not dropping and risk setting the field of fire, or lighting my costume/hair on fire, and lastly trying not to disappoint Mr. Johnson and the other band directors/bandies. Also from what I've been practicing, when I like to whip the baton up the fire goes out. It's easy to restart it with the other baton, but when both go out I'm screwed. If I put it in too much fuel then I'll burn myself of something. Why did I even agree to this? It's what my mom would want, not me. I hate having to do a solo and getting all the recognition and Mr. Johnson said they have an announcer this year! WTF?! They're going to announce my name!!! JEssie Longley. Everyone is going to hear it and it sucks.

Stupid pressure, stupid band, stupid school, stupid everything. I can't wait for this week to be over. Too bad another week always begins. I wish I could freeze time, or live in my dreams forever. Dreams are always safe. Anyways, enough rambling about nonsense in a practically non-existent blog.

Tschau!

Random

So we never got to doing a podcast
I blame deanna


and sort of melissa

It's currently break of the thanksgiving sort
and i'm seeing warrens play tonight

I came on here to find his blog
I want to read the potato vs. flower blog
because it's tradition to give your friends flowers and stuff after their performance
and i remembered warren prefers potatoes
and it would be awkward giving him flowers anyways

it just would be

Oh, don't mind me.

I like sitting here watching the tumbleweeds pass and listening to the crickets chirp.

Watch this space!

Hey. In a few days/weeks, we'll be coming at you with a podcast!

Just giving you a heads-up to watch this space.

WOOO!!!

BAND CONCERT TONIGHT!!

(Pops concert, actually)

LETS GO OUT THERE AND DO OUR BEST!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

Warren is the first (best) bassoon player in the whole school!!!
I am the second best baritone player in the whole school!!!!!!!!
Jessie is the third best clarinet player in the whole school!!!!

AND TOGETHER WE ARE
THE FEARSOME TRIO OF BAND GEEKS!!!

UNITE!

. . .

well I assume you already know...

its a snow day today...
and all I can say is

"ARRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

and "WHYYYYYYYYY!?!?!?!"

or something of that nature

stupid snow
stupid Dr. Marty
stupid Wisconsin
stupid Illinois

Snow day? No way!

so I got that Ms. Tays call

(I'm putting this information here since it involves us all)

she said the school will be "open tomorrow morning"

snow day?
no snow day?

or perhaps they just don't know yet?

DON'T CANCEL THE TRIP NOOOOOOOooo

if they say the school will be open though...
that's a good thing right?
it doesnt necessarily mean that there will or will not be a snow day for the students
but as long as the building is open, we're okay right?

(although I'd prefer there not be a snow day so we have absolutely nothing to worry about)

*gets the snow dogs ready*